Still seeking my source for some definitive

It’s hard to believe that it’s Dec. 20 already. It does NOT feel like Christmas is 5 days away AT ALL. I realized this last week & figured out why:
For the last 17 years of my life, Christmas time basically was characterized with everything winding down. School projects, tests, classes ending, teachers/professors/bus drivers/etc. giving out candy canes, holiday parties, all that stuff. But now, everything’s just going on the same as it’s been. Seriously, not being in school & still living at home while working at damn Ann Taylor really feels like I’m on perpetual summer vacation. It’s just strange. It really doesn’t feel like Christmas. I miss Marist.
P.S. Since Bobby’s not having his annual New Years Eve party for the first time since forever, I have no clue what I’m doing for the first time since forever. So if anyone has any ideas they want to shoot my way, let me know. I think I have to house/dog sit for my aunt in Mt. Sinai again cause she’s going to visit people in Buffalo for a few days, but I’m open for suggestions. I wish I could do that open bar Julia & Allison are doing in the Village, but it’s waaaaay expensive & I know I’m going to have to end up working on New Years Day. 🙁

(Happy 23rd Birthday.
12.20.83-5.17-98
*Nothing ever so common*)
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